pam-u-la's Journal, 05 March 2013

Well the first day of workshop went okay. Still have not managed to get my resume done at all. Not really worried about it tho. I know it will come together and when it does I hope to wow people with it.
I have however encountered a huge problem here at home! I have no food. Lately I have had such a tremendous amount of trouble deciding what I want to eat and not wanting to eat the smae things. Money is extremely tight, and I've actually had anxiety over going grocery shopping. It's pathetic really. I look at the flyers decide what I want then get to the store panic, not get much and get out. Yet another flip of the brain I guess.
Besides that the "fat" girl image has been showing up in the mirroe most days! I thought I had put that in a box and sealed it up well, but apparently not.
It would be so nice to have more then one thing go right at once. But I will take what I can get!

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Ungh, I was just talking about the image thing with a guy who used to weigh about 380. Even though he's super buff, he still sees the bigger him in the mirror. I'm noticing the same thing... I still think of myself as almost reaching 300. Good luck with the resume! You'll knock 'em dead! 
05 Mar 13 by member: QuirkyNat
Pam you are not alone on seeing something in the mirror that IS NOT TRUE. Me too! On your grocery list try to get as much protein for the $$ to keep you full and healthy. IMHO. Good luck on your resume. Did you learn lots of great ideas for writing it? 
05 Mar 13 by member: Neptunebch

     
 

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