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(Emotional Rant)
I stood behind her in the caff lunch line today; her elbows were SOOOOO small, there wasn't a trace of meat on her arms. "I bet her arms don't look fat in photos." is what I thought instantly, jealousy stabbing me as I remember the photo I saw of her last night on FB, confirming my bitter comment. She's just so skinny. I know she's skinny-fat, with no muscle definition and I can probably out run her if we were both being chased by killers or something but...Isn't what we're all striving for? Just to BE skinny? Like her? I know we're also striving to be "healthy" by watching what we eat, but it's not like she DOESN'T eat! And that's the annoying thing, she's holding a plate of fried rice in her hand and her phone on the other, the home photo showing a photo where she looks super skinny, standing next to her BF. It's so annoying! Then her instagram photos; always of decadent food and desserts. I mean, I hate it. She's so lucky to be blessed with amazing metabolism, because I know she doesn't work out or do any sports. She looks fabulous is everything and can eat whatever she wants. She doesn't have to worry about photos of her in a bikini because she's so skinny and her face always looks razor sharp and beautiful from every angle. Goddamit, why couldn't I just be like her? Oh and the worst thing is...she's my bf's ex.
Diet Calendar Entries for 20 February 2013:
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1171 kcal
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Fat: 65.74g | Prot: 57.69g | Carb: 94.91g.
Breakfast: skimmed milk, Kelloggs original cereal. Lunch: butter, cheese, ham , whole wheat bread . Dinner: pine nuts, virgin olive oil , balsamic vinaigrette , kidney beans and chickpeas, lettuce, canned chicken breast, cheese croutons. Snacks/Other: almonds, unsalted mixed nuts, tim tam . more...
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2078 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Softball - 1 hour, Running - 7/mph - 50 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 10 minutes, Sleeping - 7 hours. more...
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