pam-u-la's Journal, 11 January 2013

For every action there is a reaction.
I am not short, I am vertically challenged
I am not fat, I am curvaceous
I am often mistaken on being a bitch when I simply say things people do not want to hear
Trust and respect are earned and not freely given

I know none of this has anything to do with diet or exercise or anything for that matter. Just grasping at straws to find some positive brain waves.
I do not want a repeat of yesterday because it was a very, very bad one.
But I survived!

Just a question to throw out there.. During a bad moment does anyone else see words or phrases written by others? Honestly I do, it's like a mini book that keeps being added to when I read comments and journals, the good thing is it's positive words only.

Have a good weekend! All the best to everyone.

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I have sensory memories during bad moments, they vary on what. Sometimes it's a conversation, sometimes it's a feeling, sometimes it's a passage in a book, or a scene in a movie. Either it's divine intervention, or it's our subconcious feeding us what we need to survive. Big hugs, chica. Thanks for keeping up with me, too ;) it all helps. 
11 Jan 13 by member: QuirkyNat
Always even through good times! I also have the bitch problem, but people who know me know that I do not say anything in malice it is always with their best interests at heart. And you are most definitely not fat!!! Glad you survived yesterday...keep going! :) 
11 Jan 13 by member: triaby
Thanks Nat!! Remember we made a promise to be there for eachother and we are both keeping it! Thanks T! I know I'm not fat, but hell even if I was skin and bones I'd still have curves. That's just my body!! I have a wide and solid frame work, like my mom says the women of my family are built like brick shithouses!! Lol  
11 Jan 13 by member: pam-u-la
When bad things happen to me I just get this sick feeling that comes like a huge wave over my whole body and then my body starts to boil like a sizzling block of tofu. (I would have said meat but I'm not very muscular anymore. :)) The only intelligent things that come into my pea brain are words from wise counselors like "breathe", "this will pass", "think of the big picture". Boring stuff. Glad you made it through yesterday and are thriving today! 
11 Jan 13 by member: Neptunebch
Hey NepB.. So many involuntary body and mind functions happen during bad times. But no matter how things go I will always remain grateful for my buddies and this sight. BTW tofu comes in many consistancies from silk to extra firm. I am sure your the extra firm variety. 
11 Jan 13 by member: pam-u-la
Each Day A New Beginning... 
11 Jan 13 by member: HCB
So true HBC!! Hugz!! ((-)) 
11 Jan 13 by member: pam-u-la

     
 

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