alllicat's Journal, 02 July 2010

Alright, I went. I'll end the suspense. Who knows how much I lost from it, because I didn't weigh myself this morning. I feel like time drags when you're not losing.

Yesterday (my last weigh in) I was around 139-ish, so that means that I'm pretty much maintained from last week. Why am I complaining then? I'm still lower than I was, and I know I'm not done. I know this is a lifetime commitment ("I, Allison, take you, Weight Loss, to be my lawfully wedded 'diet.")

Happier things, vacation in exactly 3 weeks. Three weeks. 21 days. I'd *like* to get to be under 135 by the time I go. I'm not going to put pressure on myself though. I refuse, if it happens, it will. I'm trying to imagine myself lying on white sandy beaches in my bikini getting tan. I'm trying so hard.

Parties tonight and tomorrow, which means food! Tonight, though, is a roller skating party for my friend's 32nd birthday. Her husband is the manager of a rink, so it's going to be really fun, and not to mention, exercise. There isn't going to be food there, because well it's a roller skating rink and it's not a "sanctioned" party, where she'll get to spin the tickets wheel and go into the DJ booth, well maybe go into the DJ booth. We're going to be there for 3 hours give or take, and I plan on roller skating for at least 90 minutes, not straight, but during the time there I'm planning on spending half my time skating around.

Tomorrow is a different story completely. It's a barbeque, and my friend isn't exactly, "health conscious," there are going to be a ton of snacks I feel, and I don't know if I'll be able to hold out. But it's also a pool party, so an hour or two of treading water and making whirlpools might also help me keep my intake low and exercise up.

To top off my insane weekend, in between these two parties, we have a cake! A Super Mario Cake, if I remember I'll post a picture. That's it. It's chocolate, so I won't be tempted. Chocolate cake with chocolate and banana center. I will be staying far far away.

On that note, hope everyone has an awesome Holiday weekend! And remember it's not just about beaches and barbeques, it's about gaining independance. Think about what in your life you'd like to gain independance from and try to make that a goal or mission over the next year. Think about those who fought and match the efforts. Anything worth having is worth fighting for.

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150 kcal

Fat: 2.00g | Prot: 4.00g | Carb: 31.00g.   Breakfast: Dunkin Donuts French Vanilla Coffee, Fiber One Key Lime Pie Yogurt. Snacks/Other: 90 Calorie Fiber One Bar. more...

2870 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Driving - 1 hour, Shopping - 1 hour, Roller Blading - 1 hour and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 7 hours and 15 minutes, Desk Work - 5 hours. more...