CalorieKiller's Journal, 30 August 2007

I'm massive and hungry. Today sucked and I'm finding myself overly resentful of naturally thin people, or anyone dieting who is only trying to lose 5-10 lbs. I know everyone is different and has different challenges, but I can't help it. I'm sure it will wear off, but today, not so much. So, like, you're trying to lose 5 lbs and I'm trying to get to a point where I can see everything I'd like to shave. Sigh. See my point? How do we bond? And why do people gripe about a lifelong struggle with weight loss? Personally I have no beef with loss. Weight gain, however, is a bitch. And I don't want to be the biggest loser...I want to be the smallest one. But not a loser. You know what I mean. I'm sick of carrots. And I'm REAAAALLLLY sick of yogurt. And if you have 5 or 10 lbs to lose let me apologize now for belittling your plight. I wish you well.

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Awwwwww.... I hope today is a better day for you! Boy can I ever relate. My 25 lb or so goal feels like it might as well be 100lbs. This is such a mental thing huh? I am surrounded by thin and fit people all day at work. Sometimes it is motivating and other times it just plain sucks to look at them. I think it is justified to be a wee bit resentful of naturally thin people. Losing weight or just trying to get healthy is hard work for most of us. Just think though... one day soon you WILL be one of those only wanting to lose 5 lbs. From your chart the general direction is definitely down... and you've come a long way already. That's great! On an up note, I just found an exercise buddy at work. We are lucky to have a state of the art fitness room here and flexible schedules to use it. Baby steps right? Have a super day... and be gentle with yourself. :-) Jenny 
04 Sep 07 by member: spiritedchild

     
 

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