Rubie-sue's Journal, 05 November 2012

New week....no more chocolate. Last week after Halloween I was like crack addict who blew their rehab! I was unstoppable, I think I tired to bite a coworker who's hand got into the candy jar before mine. It was an ugly wild unabandoned frenzy!!! If I got caught I'd say "oh this is my one handful for the day"....ahhhh ya right, after you say that for the 8th time it is not true! Not being able to concentrate because you knew right over the wall was the MM dispenser and it was full....it "was" full until you were left alone with it. Crack addict I tell ya, out of control!!!!!!

So now after a weekend out of here and away from the chocolate drug I was able to walk past the candy. I heard it whisper my name, or that hallucination is an after affect of last week, but I didn't answer. I hear my coworkers munching, I hear the MM machine pouring candy into their hands, I smell it....and it is good....but I will be give in. I will be strong, I will be on point, I will be chocolate free, I will be, I will be, I will be!!!!!!

Damn...I just heard it call me again..........No no no.
No handful of MMs tastes as good as hitting my next weight goal is going to feel!!!!

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Ugh! I know that feeling. I avoided all the candy and gave away the extras from Halloween but I did have a piece of cheesecake this weekend so I am up a lb. We cannot give up and you are right, no M&Ms (or cheesecake) is as good as the victory of hitting a weight goal. Plus getting that cup of coffee, hehe. 
05 Nov 12 by member: Eringiffin
I thank my lucky stars we don't have a holiday where we have to handout pizza. I think next Halloween I'm handing out trinkets. 
05 Nov 12 by member: FullaBella

     
 

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