jenju's Journal, 09 June 2010

Waiting, the anticipation, always hell no matter what it is. I wish you the best & hope that on day 30 you have good news for all = ) 

Hoping for the news you want!! 

yeah.. that is an exciting time.. I wish you all the best. 

I'm getting really excited for you! Now I can't wait to here the news.  

Thanks so much! Yes, waiting is hell regardless. Hubby and I have decided to test tomorrow morning unless TOM shows up before then. This is so hard! I had my children when I was 19, 20 and 21 so "trying" was never even considered. I've decided that even if we're not pregnant, it's ok because in my OB will start me on hormone therapy in August if we haven't conceived and that increases our odds of twins 5-8%. Thanks so much for all of your support; I'm going to drive myself crazy over all of this. Between losing weight and trying for a baby, I'm a total mess!!! Lots of love, Jen 

when you count the days do you count from the first day to the first or the last day to the first? 

I count from the first day. It's so odd because I have felt bloated since Sunday and a few cramps but I just want to know one way or another. Either yes, I'm pregnant or no, I'm not. This wishy-washy maybe I am, maybe I'm not stuff is just nerve wracking! Oh well, tomorrow morning I am testing and just dealing with it. 

yeah i was just asking because i never know which im meant to but i do first day - first day also i just counted im 13 days late!! not so much good times for me unfortunately i may be also testing tomorrow. maybe i can send you baby vibes and you can send me no baby vibes and hope that works :) lol 

also realised that made me sound kinda bad i would in other circumstances LOVE to be pregnant but this would be because of a hazy drunken didnt even realise it happened mistake :( which is never good really *panics* 

Selina, I will be more than happy to exchange the positive/negative baby vibes with you! :) It's more than likely due to stress and medical issues, which you have had an abundance of lately, so try not to worry. 

Completely understandable...just breathe. Everything will be fine.  

actually re counted only 8 days im hoping its down to change in diet and stress 

yeah your probably right although knowing my luck at the moment who knows... haha well i have a dr's appointment tomorrow so if it hasnt come ill get him to give me a test! 

Good call :)