mindyluvsteve's Journal, 18 July 2018

I’m new here... so I’ll tell you a little bit about myself. I have always been an emotional, bored, and stress eater. About 4 years ago I had lost 80lbs, I made a promise to myself that I would never let myself gain it back, I couldn’t keep my promise... I have had a lot of stress and tragedy in my family in the past year along with going back to work after being a stay at home mom of 3 for 17 years. Last year I found myself in a maddening deep depression that I just couldn’t get out of, I had tried different meds and nothing was working. This depression led to 2 suicide attempts and a lot of Therepy. I’ve since started a new job that is extremely stressful, I manage a home for a23 year old man who experiences extreme disabilities. I have found meds that work for me and mentally am working hard to be ok. So all that being said, I have gained 40lbs back and it is making me feel so bad about myself. I have a wedding coming up is September and I just don’t want to look like this anymore. I just want to find myself again... if that makes sense...

Diet Calendar Entries for 18 July 2018:
811 kcal Fat: 32.45g | Prot: 62.44g | Carb: 73.78g.   Breakfast: Dunkin' Donuts Iced Coffee with Cream & Sugar (Medium). Lunch: Dannon Light & Fit Greek Yogurt - Strawberry, Panera Bread Turkey Sausage, Kale & Quinoa Soup. Dinner: Swiss Cheese , Deli Turkey or Chicken Breast Meat. more...
2467 kcal Activities & Exercise: Elliptical - 30 minutes, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour, Resting - 14 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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It makes total sense! 
18 Jul 18 by member: lynowen
definitely. 
18 Jul 18 by member: baskington
Welcome to FS. What you said makes total sense even when it doesn't. I mean how can our weight make us feel bad about ourselves even when it doesn't change or have anything to do with who we are fundamentally as a person - and yet somehow it seems to. So power to you: to lose the weight and also to be the amazing person you are both now and while you are losing it:) 
18 Jul 18 by member: VAM49
Welcome and this is a great community of support. 
18 Jul 18 by member: kari6977
You can do it! 😊 
18 Jul 18 by member: keilin-4
Welcome and best wishes to get as close to your goal as possible by September!  
18 Jul 18 by member: CrashtestDawnie
welcome, with support and will power you will get to your goal for September  
18 Jul 18 by member: skinnyminny54

     
 

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