Katsolo's Journal, 23 September 2019

Changed my profile pic today, and FS was giving me fits when I tried to use a couple more recent ones from the same app. That said, I had to heavily crop this one because of where I am and although it's pretty cool, I can't reveal it until later this year. Let's just say it was a once in a lifetime opportunity and it will be fun to share.

We'll turn it into a before/after to memorialize. Also, I somehow reset my starting weight along the way and I never have figured out how to put it back up where I started: 182

Going to be brutally honest, these are some serious self-loathing pics. Not an excuse, but taking care of everyone else before I took care of myself ended up being really hard on my body. A lot of things I'm still not ready to say here, but you need to understand that a lot goes on in peoples' lives that they may not share for whatever reason. Still a lot of hurt about some things inside me, some has faded, some never will. I know that I'm stronger than a lot of people, but decades of being tested will wear you down.

All that said, I have chosen to live my life and to live it happily. I know I sound delusional, and I probably am, but it makes me a happier person to choose to be happy rather than dwelling on the negatives in my life. So there ya go.

Pic 1 is probably the second worst picture of me out there. Not gonna share the worst one. That's hidden.
Pic 2, as I said, is me in a pretty cool mystery location. To be revealed later.

I'm still going to try and upload a more recent profile pic. We'll see if the FS gods will allow it.

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1027 kcal

Fat: 54.31g | Prot: 71.59g | Carb: 71.78g.   Breakfast: Egg, Heavy Cream. Lunch: Ken's Steak House Creamy Caesar Dressing, Portabella Mushrooms, Baby Spinach, Chicken Breast. Snacks/Other: Nature's Path Organic Pumpkin Flax Plus Granola, Fage Total 2% Greek Yogurt, Almonds, Strawberries, Almonds. more...

2317 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Apple Health - 24 hours. more...