mars2kids's Journal, 18 August 2015

So a bit of frustration last night with my class. I opened my book that was shrink wrapped so I could start reading, then decided to get on the site to start with the first homework assignment and realized the book I ordered that said it came with an access card didn't have an access card. There was no way for me to know there was no access card until I opened the book. So, I'm trying to contact the seller to see if they didn't include it, or what because I really don't want to pay another $100 for the access card when I already paid $160 for the book. Darn school costs too much! So, luckily the site offers a 2 week free trial so I can try to figure this out, and if worse comes to worse I'll be paying more money for the card.

On other fronts, I talked to my hubby last night about my doctor's visit. He was not happy that I decided on to get the Depo shot. He didn't realize how horrible I've been feeling with the IUD. He told me that he didn't think I did well on the shot mentally. And looking back at that time I was not a happy person, I would just get angry, and we fought a lot. So maybe that isn't the right option for me either. I'm seriously contemplating just going without anything and seeing how I do. If I feel good mentally and physically then it will be worth it, but I DO NOT want to get pregnant. I love my kids, but I'm not prepared for any more.

In good news, I woke up early and got my workout done, so I have plenty of time to do homework tonight and maybe even go for a walk if it's not raining. I am liking the feeling of getting the exercise done in the a.m. so I am done for the day and anything else is extra. So even with the dilemmas and frustrations, my day has started out on a positive note and I feel good.

I hope everyone has a great day!!

Diet Calendar Entries for 18 August 2015:
1441 kcal Fat: 46.76g | Prot: 59.55g | Carb: 196.07g.   Breakfast: Daiya Cream Cheese, Schar gluten free bagel, Domino Sugar Sugar, So Delicious Coconut Milk Creamer - French Vanilla, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds, Decaffeinated). Lunch: Grape Tomatoes, Kraft Natural Crumbles Feta Cheese, Newman's Own Lite Balsamic Dressing, Pilaros Pitted Kalamata Olives, Cucumber (Peeled), Earth's Pride Organics Baby-Cut Carrots, Oscar Mayer Deli Fresh Grilled Chicken Breast, Great Value Romaine Lettuce, Tomatoes. Dinner: Red Baron Rising Crust - Pepperoni Pizza. Snacks/Other: Bakery On Main Gluten Free Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip Granola Bar, Grapes (Red or Green, European Type Varieties Such As Thompson Seedless), Snyder's of Hanover Gluten-Free Mini Pretzels. more...
2049 kcal Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 10 hours and 30 minutes, Circuit Training - 30 minutes, Resting - 5 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Perhaps there were other circumstances that led to the arguments previously? It's easy to blame the depo shot, as men are also so quick to blame the monthly cycle. Sometimes they're just wrong ;). Regardless it looks like you're going to find out over the next couple months. Maybe keep a diary of your thoughts so you can keep track of triggers or emotional periods. It might give you some perspective as to whether the depo is/isn't for you. As far as going without any birth control, I think that is always ideal (the less meds the better IMO) but is your husband ready to make that sacrifice and go back to buying Trojans?? There has to be some give and take here, it can't be all on you to make sure you don't have children and stay your happy self. There's always a vasectomy!! Throw that at him lol. I pray you can find some relief from your endometriosis symptoms and a happy medium with your DH. Sorry about that access card, ugh they have to make everything so damn difficult. Good job on your workout, keep that positive attitude!! Have a good day Mary!! 
18 Aug 15 by member: Annabelle3117
if for sure done with having more kiddos, maybe hubby needs a vasectomy. good luck to y'all 
18 Aug 15 by member: leroy1195
AM workouts are definitely the smart move . . . I tend to leave my exercise until later the day, which means that some days (i.e., nights) I don't get it in because I decide I'm too tired . . . admire your dedication! 
18 Aug 15 by member: losinit1655
Someone at work actually said to go the vasectomy route also, and actually my hubby has mentioned it himself and is willing to do it, he'd just have to go in and figure out how much it would cost. We have some things to discuss. I am going to keep track of how I'm feeling the next few months too, to see if there's a change- thanks for the suggestion Yo! Honestly, I've always been willing to do BC because it has meant no periods for me and that is the best part! I don't know if I'm ready to go back. :) 
18 Aug 15 by member: mars2kids

     
 

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