NurserFromSpain's Journal, 03 August 2015

Hi everyone!
So, I am so excited that I just found this website, how amazing is it, seriously!
I have been browsing for a couple of hours now and it seems to be so supportive!

My life is a complete chaos right now. I'm in the middle of moving from Spain to the UK to start working as a nurse there. This past year I have gained nearly 20 kilos. I went through a break up which was really hard on me. It was also the last year in college and stress was over the top. I overate so much... :(

I have had eating disorder issues in the past. I started being bullimic at around 9 years old. My rock bottom was hit when I was 24 years old. I weighted 54 kilos. It sounds like not so little being 171 cm tall myself but my body type is really large, I have huge bones so 54 kilos was skinny on me.

Then I was on recovery for some years. My maximun was reached on 2009 when I moved to Germany for a year and I ate so bad there that I got up to 103 kilos! Not so far from when I am now at 92 but anyway...

I have set my goal at 60 knowing is really little for me. I would be happy if I got down to 70 kilos which I think looks amazing on me.

Anyway I hope this site works for me and I get to meet some nice people here!

Good luck everyone!

PS: I am not bullimic anymore, I do not fit the criteria, but if I have to be honest I have never been fully recovered. I guess one might say I have ed-nos now as I do engage in some unhealthy eating habits and purging/restricting habits from time to time but I am completly off meds now and not following any profesional advice at the moment.

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1026 kcal

Fat: 41.57g | Prot: 74.43g | Carb: 86.89g.   Lunch: Turkey Breast Meat. Dinner: Champiñones, Cheese Pizza (Frozen, Cooked). Snacks/Other: Fresh Lemon Juice, Dark Chocolate with Whole Almonds. more...

2856 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Watching TV/Computer - 5 hours, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 50 minutes, Resting - 6 hours and 10 minutes, Sleeping - 12 hours. more...