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Finding it really hard to cope again today. We spent the morning shovelling smelly silt and sewerage from an old mans place - it was knee high in places.
This afternoon we are boiling more water to drink, and trying to tidy up our contents so we feel a bit more normal.
I seem to feel fine for a while and then it all gets too much and I crack. This is a daily thing now.
Taking anti-anxiety meds, and meds to slow down TOM. I feel like a druggy.
Oh I just realised I never posted this. Spent most of the evening crying. Life is just so hard :(
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Oh Squiggs! Wish I could wrap my arms around you and just hold you! My goodness, so much to be going through. Try to stay in the moment and remain calm, love your husband and family, be grateful for what you do have - rest when you can - this is more than most people will ever have to face. We love you!!!! And we are all pulling for you!
27 Feb 11 by member: jsfantome
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Squiggs, I can't even imagine what you are going through..or how difficult even the most routine of daily tasks must be for you. I think you are doing amazing keeping it together. Wish there was something I could do....heartfelt sorrow for your troubles, hoping that you find peace thorough this ordeal. Hugs.
27 Feb 11 by member: Raven46
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Bless your heart. I am praying that everything is going to be alright for you
and your family and friends. Take care of you...Love ya Bren
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Squiggs you're doing just great getting through each day under such difficult circumstances. You even managed to help out someone else in need with a task that I'm certain was NO fun for anyone, yet I'm sure he appreciated it more than he could even say. Lesser people would have looked the other way and not reached out to him. I can't imagine what day-to-day life must be like for you now and can only pray that life somehow gets back to semi-normal at least a little bit each day. ((HUGS))
27 Feb 11 by member: Sandy701
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Squiggs, I so wish I could do something more to help you. You are an amazing woman...I am sure that I would be in much worse shape if it was me. You are my hero! I am still praying for you, and will continue to every single day! Sending you more super cyber hugggsss!!! Love ya, my friend!
27 Feb 11 by member: ctlss
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Hi Squiggs, hope your day is going better for you. Praying still for you and
yours.......Love Ya.......Bren
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Squiggs, you go ahead and cry, dear. Sometimes that's all you can do to help shed some of the heaviness that lies in your heart. I wish I could give you hugs, but the best I can do is send you moral support. God bless your and your family's sweet hearts for helping others in this dire time. We should all strive to be more like you! Courage.
28 Feb 11 by member: Jennie-o
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