Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 02 May 2013

Day Two... of breaking up with my scale. Have you ever told yourself no you're not going to eat ____ or you won't say ____ then next thing your know youre saying ___ and ____ is in your mouth and your thinking CRAP! Did I just do that? I almost did that with the scale this morning. ALMOST! I need to move the thing tonight so I don't try to autopilot myself onto it tomorrow morning. I did however play with the crazy idea to stop cursing.. I blew that again within 2 minutes of my commute. Maybe I need baby steps... I will stop cursing outside my car. Now if my windows are down and the jackwagon in the turbo in front of me hears me tell him what I think of his driving??? so be it. At least I won't have little man yelling a curse word at the top of his lungs while we're in the middle of the grocery store because I won't let him get any more oreos. Who am I kidding.. the kids getting the oreos.

I did well with my calorie counting. I went all the way to the top of the green bar but I didn't go over. ALMOST! I had this nice dinner all planned.. then we lost the turkey. Yes. We lost a turkey. How did we lose the turkey? Well we have a bunch of turkeys in the freezer from the holidays from the companies hubby deals with. I thought.. Hey I'm gonna bake a turkey! And I did.. we even ate a little of it. Then I went to put little man to bed and I came out and the turkey was gone. I thought hubby put it in the fridge on the back porch since we didn't have alot of room in the one in the house. Well he put it in the oven to keep it away from the dogs. This was on Sunday. So all last night I'm looking for this freakin turkey! I finally ask hubby.. "Hey hon.. where's the turkey?" I was sure he fed it to the barn cats. But he looks at me and answers "I don't know what you did with the turkey." I didn't do anything with the turkey! Well.. we finally figured it out and the turkey got fed to the barn cats who now looked like stuffed pinatas and we had a pizza because I didn't have any other meat thawed out. I thought we were eating turkey! It just goes to show that I'm not the only one losing my mind.

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1550 kcal

Fat: 46.38g | Prot: 81.08g | Carb: 189.91g.   Breakfast: Egg, Friendly Farms Fat Free French Vanilla Creamer, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), Wegmans Whole Wheat Multigrain Bagel, Wegmans Raspberry Greek Yogurt. Lunch: Granny Smith Apples, Lean Cuisine Culinary Collection Chicken, Spinach & Mushroom Panini, Wegmans Baby-cut California Carrots. Dinner: tostitos multi grain scoops, Lite Honey Mustard Dressing, Romaine Lettuce, Chicken Breast (Skin Not Eaten). Snacks/Other: Nilla Wafers. more...