I'm at my highest weight ever with 112 kg to start. I live in the lovely chocolate country. I want to be 80 kg because a size zero wouldn't suit me. I want to look good, I want to be healthy.

I live with my boyfriend and two cats happily in a flat we just moved in. My boyfriend loved me at any weight I had, but I don't love me anymore how I look. I'm healthy, good blood presseur, no diabietes no other weight related problems, but I don't like me anymore.