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03 July 2012
Last week I started walking with DaJuana at Crowley park, which is probably 8 minutes from where I live. Wow. We had gone almost everyday since then, but this morning I forced myself to start a slow jog. I mean, a reallllllyyyyy slow jog LOL But I was good and sweaty afterwards.
I'm so out of shape compared to last summer, but as I told DaJuana today before we left, if she hadn't started working out with me last week, I'd be sitting at home, eating whatever, and reading novel after novel. She was like, duh, Joanne, that's why we have to be buddies! LOL She said she'd been working out, but it's hard to do it alone.
Alone. We're alone. Just us, no Angel. I bet Angel expects to see us fat the next time we see each other... no way. DaJuana has lost more weight although she denies it, and me... at least I won't be gaining anymore than I already have.
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10 May 2012
I'm NOT ok. Almost everyday this week, Angel texts and asks how I'm doing. I meant to do well. I would get dressed to go work out, then I'd go home and sleep. I also made these trips to Dairy Queen, and the sad thing is, I really don't like Dairy Queen. I don't like dipped cones enough to keep eating them, but I do. I keep eating them, and I hate them and I hate that I don't like myself that much right now.
I don't like Angel either. Tonight she actually wanted details. I used to be able to say, I'm OK... and that would keep her from asking anymore questions. But all of the sudden she wanted to know what days I actually worked out, and how long, and all I could think was OH MY GOD SHE SAW ME EATING A DIPPED CONE IN MY CAR. Then Lorry texted and said she can tell I'm frustrated, and it's OK.
IT'S NOT OK. Um... I've got a big butt AdvoCare sticker telling people to CALL ME if you want to know how to lose weight and gain energy, and right now I'm really just losing my grip and gaining more weight.
I just broke down and told Angel everything, and all she said was, she can't do things for me. I have to do things for myself. And that I knew where she was if I needed to find her. Whatever.
It's just me, myself and I. I can't even trust DaJuana because she took a picture of me eating mini m&ms and sent it to Angel, and she thought it was so. damn. funny. ha. ha.
By the way... I lost weight. I think that's what makes this all so ironic LOL.
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10 May 2012
Weigh-in:
208.0 lb
lost so far:
32.0 lb
still to go:
68.0 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 0.3 lb a week
29 April 2012
Lost, dazed and confused. Today I got back from a weekend casino trip with my sister, and upon coming home, I called Angel and said I won't be training with her starting this month. I've been thinking about this since last week, and I've made up my mind to stop working out with her.
Her AdvoCare business is doing so well that she's busied herself mostly with mixers, and FITT no longer exists. Ericka and the other "originals" left awhile ago. It's just me, Chaney and Alva. And what's left of my workouts is supposed to be at least two days at the gym with her, but it's become almost impossible to keep a regular schedule. It's either something comes up with mine, or she has to cancel because something else comes up. I don't need to be spending almost $200 a month for workouts I'm not doing.
Sometimes I don't even think that this is the same Angel who used to torture me and really make me work hard. This is pregnant, AdvoCare-minded, business-driven Angel who has so much on her plate, there's no more time for Saturday bootcamps. Or after school FITT. I used to be able to work out at least four times a week. Now I'm lucky if I get to work out one time.
Meanwhile, I feel like the weight is coming back up on me... and I'm so frustrated. I don't blame Angel. It's all on me. But I don't need to mess up paying that much money every month, when I feel I could clean up my act by myself and start being more independent because she's no longer able to do these workouts. Instead of spending my money on training, I'm going to save towards a car.
Well... all good things must come to an end, and this is where this ends. I'm going to continue to try to build my AdvoCare business, but I need to work out on my own. It's just me, myself, and I now. I'll be OK. I have to be.
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03 January 2012
I fell off the wagon completely! The best and worst part of my schedule this year is that I have fifth period off, which means I have more time to eat lunch. Instead of packing my lunch like I did last year, I've been eating cafeteria food. As healthy as the cafeteria ladies claim their food is, it's not my usual salad and tuna.
I also stopped working out so often. Instead of the usual five days a week, I've dropped to two to three workouts a week.
So there, I'm fat. For my initial weigh-in for the real biggest loser at work, I registered at 214 pounds. That's still not as fat as I used to be, but I can't button up my size 12 jeans. :(
Enough excuses. What am I going to do about it? I'm starting off with my herbal cleanse. If anything can get me back on track, it will be my cleanse. Afterwards, I'm going to take my Max3, and start taking Catalyst again.
People seem to be tired of trying to lose weight this time. Cassie said she needed a break, Mr. Livingston said he's not sure he wants to do the biggest loser... I need them to help motivate me! Arrrrgghhh.
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