Start Weight:(28 Feb 13) 298.0 lb
Current Weight:(28 Feb 13) 298.0 lb
Goal Weight:225.0 lb
following: 101814bride's own diet
performance: Steady

I am 45 years old. I am getting married 10-18-14. I would love to lose 75-100 lbs. I have lost weight before but put it back on as soon as people noticed and started to give positive feedback. I need to learn how to process the positive feedback

FatSecret member since: 28 Feb 13

101814bride's Weight History

101814bride's Latest Member Challenges

  7lbs off in month of March
status: Completed
ended: 05 Apr 13
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101814bride's Cookbook

cals: 195kcal | fat: 15.58g | carbs: 0.72g | prot: 12.16g
Egg and Sausage Muffins
The no excuse breakfast! These faux muffins are worthy of serving to guests.
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Reality Check
Yesterday was definitely a reality check. I got to try on 2 wedding dresses. The 3rd was too small. I don't want to be a fat bride. How does a person make up their mind mentally to change. I know what I need to do as far as counting calories because I have done it before. I am glad my wedding is 2 years away becuase it is going to take me that long to get myself the way I want to be. Mentally and physically. Why does it seem like I need that one thing to slap my mind into reality. I watch Biggest Loser religouly, nothing... I read articles, listen to other's success stories, nothing.. I am not asking for a miracle..Or am I?
posted 10 Mar 2013, 14:37
Hardest thing I have ever had to admit to myself.
I realized that the reason I always gain wait back is that I am afraid to be thin. So this is my FSA (Fat secret admission) I am araid to be thin. I hope now that I have said it outloud I can learn to deal with it. I lost 30 pounds once before and as soon as people started to respond, I put it back on plus some. This time I have got to learn to accept the responses. I hope to get the right encouragement this time.
posted 01 Mar 2013, 13:29
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01 March 2013

Bought a Brita water pitcher today. Have to get that water intake increased..

28 February 2013

Hope this works. I need 2 do something. I work on my feet and when I get home I hurt so bad I can barely move or walk. I try to blame my hurting feet ...

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