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I know, I know, I know. I'm a bad girl. I fell apart and fell off. BUT, now I'm back!!! And I am back with a vengeance baby!!! Things have been weird lately, not hard, or even difficult, just weird. Life got in the way and I forgot about taking care of myself. I gained all my weight back and am seriously NOT OK with that. SO, here I go again. My last challenged that I chaired will be in full scale for me this time. I have a gym membership, very helpful and reliable supporters, the right attitude, and, most important, the right frame of mind. I got a very positive sign today; normally I'm a pretty frugal person. Yes, I do indulge, A LOT, but usually I twinge when buying higher priced items. Well, today I was at Target getting workout clothes, gym bag accessories, a food scale, and some groceries. I was walking through the store, and normally, especially when spending this much, I would be putting things back while walking around, however, this time I looked into my cart, which totaled about $180 at that point, and was completely at ease, even satisfied, with my selected items. I didn't twinge, I didn't whimper, I didn't even feel a little guilty. That's when I knew that this time was THE time. I promise you, my fellow Fat Secret sisters and brothers, and, most importantly, I promise myself that this really is THE time. I promise to diligently count my calories, I promise to actually attend the gym for which I am paying, I promise to never forget my vitamins and water, I promise to keep my promises, I promise to be a more active and contributing member of Fat Secret, and I promise to ask for help should help be required. I have Spring Break as motivation, for I will be seeing an old 'friend.' I have a Bridesmaid dress to prepare for, for I will NOT be the fat bridesmaid in my first wedding since I was a flower girl. Most importantly, I have my health and the rest of my life to get ready for.
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246.5 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 111.5 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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