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I've just been feeling really discouraged this week. I haven't been able to push myself the way I have these past 2 weeks. It feels like I've hit a wall and my weight (and motivation) just aren't budging. Every time I walk past a mirror (or any type of glass), all I see is the me that I DON'T want to be....and even though that should motivate me to keep on going, all it's done is make me feel discouraged. I feel like a blob...an exhausted (I have a newborn and a 2 yr. old) ugly blob. I know I should really ignore these negative thoughts, but I think it started when I had "thought" I was doing well and starting to look good...and then this past weekend we went to a restaurant that had mirrors for walls. Looking at myself in that mirror (I couldn't help it since I was directly facing one) made me see that I was still chubby. And then I felt even worse when I realized it didn't take me that long at all to lose the weight when I had my first son. The fact of the matter is that I gained twice as much with this second baby. It's bumming me out more than I can even explain. :(
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146.5 lb
Lost so far: 30.5 lb.
Still to go: 22.5 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 26 August 2010:
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1265 kcal
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Fat: 54.00g | Prot: 70.00g | Carb: 131.00g.
Breakfast: P90X. Lunch: Smart Ones Swedish Meatballs. Dinner: KFC Biscuit, KFC Green Beans, KFC Hot Wings. Snacks/Other: PayDay, Dasani Water, Dasani Water, Fig Newton, Dasani Water, Dasani Water. more...
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gaining 1.8 lb a week
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