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So this has been an incredibly stressful day! A little background is we are military stationed overseas, our daughter has a lesion in the bone in her arm. No prior injury and it was discovered because of another issue that required chest xrays. Anyway it is not looking like a "regular" benign lesion/cyst and so we had to get another MRI today. Well my Italian is decent for understanding not so great at speaking so I can pick up what the doc and tech is saying. They made me leave the room and called in more docs so I of course totally panicked. Because they were not approved to treat her by tricare as of right now I couldnt get any answers and was told the base docs will get with me this week. I hate that part of being overseas and well to be honest hospitals in general. Obviously they are worried the way they were acting and instead of the two to three weeks we were told the last time the are saying this week. Well to top it off my best friend and I have been unable to see each other for awhile and she was unable again for the fifth time in a row today. My daughter was totally disappointed and crying and honestly I really could have used a friend today. So I blew up on her and now she is upset with me.
So to cheer up my kid we went to get some floaties for the pool and she wanted burger king (we never eat fast food tooooo expensive overseas) and I said sure. I didnt cheat although the temptation was great to say the least, I had a side salad and chicken breast. We came home and got in the pool so I even got in a good swim and play time with her..
I honestly am just so stressed out right now and I dont even feel like my friend and I will be hanging out much anymore if at all. Thats a hard part because with only a few months left here I wont go investing in new friendships knowing I am leaving. My husband is great and listens but I am sure everyone understands having a friend that isnt your spouse, particularly when your spouse may have to leave for months at a time.
Anyway just venting and trying to keep my eye on the future and take care of me and my family. I hope that everyone else has a much better day than I am having.
Diet Calendar Entry for 24 May 2012:
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567 kcal
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Fat: 34.29g | Prot: 50.77g | Carb: 12.26g.
Breakfast: atkins strawberry shake, Triple Omega, coffee, whipping cream. Lunch: Tendergrill Chicken Breast, Side Garden Salad. more...
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