Densible's Journal, 08 March 2010

Gosh-where the hell have I been? No good answer. I have been around-lurking mostly making a few comments. The truth is I lost my mojo and lacked the drive to make time for fatsecret. Am I busy? You betcha! Still no excuses. I am back and ready to recommit. No weight gain to report but am extremely bloated and the xtra large muffin top is back! Sooooo went for a long walk at lunch-and had a lunch consisting of eggs whites, asparagus and mushrooms and a few bites of melon. My hips are killing me! SO out of shape. Think I may get a trainer/nutritionist for a bit just to recharge and get straight.

Yesterday was the Oscars and a very big day for me-the film I have worked on for 2 years won best picture/best director and a few more richly deserved awards. Happy dance last night along with 2 margaritas, woot! How awful though, was the show? DId anyone catch the Poise commercial w/Whoopie Goldberg? Was I hallucinating? OMG!

Now back on the wagon for me! Am planning a trip to Florida in May to meet up with some siblings. SU is actually there right now-foir a month! It's only been 4 days but I am not doing too great on my own. Eating has been a problem. I cook and eat much healthier when I am being watched. I have been a naughty girl-cocoa every other night along with a hob-nob (choc covered oatmeal biscuit). At least when I made brownies yesterday I took the whole tin to my friends along with 2 jbs of mac and cheese and left it all there. She has 3 skinny metabolic machines for kids.

Today is a fresh start as I do not want to gain back all the weight and lose the muscle tone (it's still under there waiting to come out) that it took two years to lose/build. Tonight it's roasted asparagus with a teensy bit a shaved parmesan cheese and maybe some sweet potatoes.

My brother is doing very well. It was extremely shakey for the first week after surgery but he is feeling (less pain) and doing better. Thanks for your prayers/good wishes.