ukeranian's Journal, 19 September 2016

Not been dieting at all. Up 5 lbs from last weigh-in and not happy about it. I have been feeling really depressed. Hubby's dementia is escalating and his psychiatrist is not helping him at all, as far as I can see.


I've been leaving the house more, just to hang on to my sanity. I started doing volunteer work with the SPCA 4 hrs a week, and now I am chairing a local caregiver's support group.

But I can't keep my hand out of the cookie jar...

A new project came up where I have been asked to photograph three people who are working hard to lose weight -- they want a visual record of their journeys. Hopefully these 3 ladies can entice me to do something about my own weight problem.

Now I'm taking an anger management course, which seems to keep me calm and help swallow my frustration. I even cracked a joke at hubby about his forgetfulness.

To help him keep his "independence", he's been in charge of our meals, but the last three meals were too horrendous to eat. I have a super sense of smell and just had to garbage these meals. I asked him if he was trying to poison us. And he said "maybe..."

255.0 lb Lost so far: 0 lb.    Still to go: 89.0 lb.    Diet followed poorly.