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shew.. feeling like the wind got knocked out of me today. Feeling a bit depressed. In the end, I know it will all work out but... feeling frustrated in the moment! I had an interview 3 weeks ago that I thought went really well, I got the "letter" today saying they picked somebody else. I know it is all good in the long run. Honestly, I wish I didn't even have to be looking for another job. I love what I do right now but it just isn't paying the bills anymore. I've gone from making $60K a year to really... next to nothing and am running out of savings.
Some friends have told me I'd be great working on the mountain selling up there but I just don't have interest. I could go back to management and again.. I just don't have interest. Part of the problem is I want to keep doing what I am doing now so nothing else looks like something I'd like to do.What I do now doesn't really feel like work. Really, I don't feel like I have to work that hard (even when I am really busy) I really just feel like crying!
Ok.. well... I am just ranting and feeling sorry for myself. I know it will work out. It always does, somehow, someway. I have to get back in focus and just know that the universe is working out the details right now to bring forth into my world the perfect job for me. HHMMM.. FAITH!
Diet Calendar Entry for 06 March 2009:
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261 kcal
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Fat: 1.05g | Prot: 13.78g | Carb: 74.95g.
Breakfast: skim milk, mixed berries, original bran cereal. more...
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