Hedder52's Journal, 25 September 2007

Today sucks....very depressed and really not caring much about any diet at this point! I have not eaten much of anything today, which I know is not good, but before when I was depressed I would eat everything in site. I have had a smoothie and a burger, but that is it. I just can't get out of this funk and I don't know what to do anymore! I am trying so hard, but nothing is working! I am thinking about taking some time off work and just getting away, be by myself for awhile and see what happens! Just when I think things are going good it slaps me in the face! Man.....I just wish everything would get easier! I am feeling so empty today, I guess it happens, but why so often and why does it have to hurt so flippen bad!!! Sorry to sound so bad, but I can vent my feelings so easy here and it seems to help so much! I have softball tonight so hopefully that will be a frustration reliever! Guess we will see. Hope everyone else is having better luck!

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Life has a way of taking us down sometimes. We just have to keep going. Maybe getting away is a good idea. That is what I do when it's just all more than I can handle. I'm here for you! Things are going to get better.  
25 Sep 07 by member: sparkysgirl
You'll never get over it but the pain will ease over time. One day at a time and on the bad days just do what you can to get through to the next and hope it's a better one. 
25 Sep 07 by member: kimbulie
There are no words to say for the pain you are feeling and only you know what is going to be best for you. I can only tell you that hugs are a wonderful thing and letting the tears flow and screaming out loud helped me through a very difficult time in my life. I was tired of hearing "time will heal the pain", time couldn't get here fast enough for me. The hugs meant more to me than words. Also, talking to people that didn't care how many times they heard the same story was the biggest help - just them listening...So, with that said, we are here to listen to you whenever you need us to. 
26 Sep 07 by member: Mrs. H
Believe me I do understand where you are coming from. It's okay to be down and it is good that you can express your feelings. Take it one day at a time and don't rush. Concentrate on getting your emotions together and settling what's going on in your heart. We will always be here for support.  
26 Sep 07 by member: Honeybun111

     
 

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