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I'm starting to wonder if I can eat normal food, and just watch my intake. On the weekends, I have been laxing on my diet and exercise. I'm not agonizing over everything that I'm putting in my mouth, and I've being lazy with exercise.
I weighed in this morning, 139.6. I'm happy. I wonder if it's a real low, or just a fluke. I recorded it though, because I was excited about being under 140. It was only .4 but still, it's exciting. I'm almost at 60lbs. I wonder what that means, for me. And my psyche. I don't feel like a different person, I'm just a smaller person. I see these articles with success stories, of people who dropped so much weight. Could I be on the cover of People magazine? I would like to be. Holding up my old pants.
Went shopping with mom yesterday, I braved the Macy's One Day Sale. I got two bathing suits, three pairs of shorts, and four shirts (5 golden ringsss, lol.) I felt really good about everything that I bought. I'm not sure what size I am though. With the shorts, I got a 7, a 5, and a 4. I understand that different brands are cut differently, I just want some sort of consistency. I also tried on an adorable dress, but it was just too expensive for right now, it was only 40 dollars, but I'm trying to save some money so that way I can get some souvenirs while on vacation, which is really just alcohol and perfume duty free at the airport on the way home.
To address a question that beets_yum asked me in comments the other day, about my ultimate goal weight, I'm between 5'3 and 5'4, so I guess I'm of average height. I just want to be average, I don't want to be too thin and I am definitely tired of being heavy. I don't think I am anymore.
Wow, I was thinking this would be a short entry. I'm going to edit later with pictures of some the things that I bought this weekend, if even just the bathing suits.
Also, now that I'm going on vacation, and I have purchased some bikinis, how do I get rid of stretch marks? I know cocoa butter, but what brand or kind should I use? My friend last night said that she was pregnant and didn't get stretch marks, and I said, "great, I did and I was just fat." I'll leave you all with that and hope that someone has some good suggestions, to get rid of them, I hate them, and want my bathing suit body to be kickin'! LOL
PS Happy Father's Days to all the fathers out there.
Diet Calendar Entry for 20 June 2010:
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275 kcal
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Fat: 11.17g | Prot: 8.34g | Carb: 35.43g.
Breakfast: Mrs. Butterworth's, Blueberry Pancakes, bacon. more...
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