I am back (again). I need to be back. I am at my all time highest. I may be holding water, but this is what my weight is reading as of this morning after I went to the bathroom. I really cannot believe that I gained so much but then again, I can. I work all different hours, eat whatever is convenient or suits my mood, and don't get enough exercise like I was before. I have a girlfriend who wants to go to the gym with me, but it has been a sporadic process. We work together and have been working opposite schedules lately. That should change after Christmas and the new year so we will have much more time to hit the gym together. I am disappointed but this is where I am. I guess the first step is mustering the strength to jump back on the scale and face the results.
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