Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 28 September 2012

I'm trapped in 160 land. It's been a month and I've lost 4 lbs. Don't get me wrong 4 lbs in a month is only a little under what I want to lose a month to reach my goal but really? Couldn't I have done just a little bit better? Couldn't I have passed on the candy, the chocolate chips, the pizza? Couldn't one of you have super glued my mouth shut? The end of the month is looming and I need to kick things into gear if I'm going to be 150 by the end of the year. It's been my new years resolution for the past.. well.. alot of years and this is the closest I've gotten.

I took a look at my before picture for the challenge and I'm not happy with what I saw. It's funny how you can think you're skinnier than you are until you actually see proof that you're nuts. I saw my mother! Seriously.. you put her head on my body.. I've become my mother. Now there is nothing wrong with my mom... She's just 35 yrs older than me and I should be in way better shape than I am! I don't want to be my mother! I want to be a size 8 with curves.. not humps.. or lumps.. CURVES!

I not only want to meet my yearly weightloss goal, I want to pass my weight loss goal. I want to look cute in overalls! I want to be able to jump up and down and not cause waves! I want to have a stomach thats flat and not one that just looks flat when I lay on the floor. I want random strangers to check me out. I want to be able to keep up with the kids without a caffinated beverage in my hand! Ok.. I might be getting a little head of myself with that last one but you get the idea.

Diet Calendar Entry for 28 September 2012:
1133 kcal Fat: 43.90g | Prot: 64.06g | Carb: 131.90g.   Breakfast: friendly farms, Coffee (Brewed From Grounds), breakfast pizza. Lunch: mcdonalds hamburger, mcdonalds southwest dressing, Premium Southwest Salad with Grilled Chicken. Snacks/Other: water. more...

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Ok showdown DFW....there ain't enough room for the both of us in 160 land...so get on out so I can come on in!!! (said in my best cowboy voice) 
28 Sep 12 by member: triaby
I have my mother's jowl's. I keep trying to pull them up and tuck them behind my ears with tape but it isn't working. I even sound like her. She is gone now and I should not be speaking this way but damn - I didn't want to look like an 85 year old. What is with that? I wish I was trapped in 160 land with you. 
28 Sep 12 by member: Neptunebch
Yeah I am at 131 and I still need caffeine so lets be honest here... I think your pic really isn't all that bad but trust me I get it! The good thing about the cheats you had is that you were able to do it and still lose weight. It may not be as much as you wanted but slow and steady wins the race! That way you don't feel deprived and you are living realisticly. These things are going to happen and it's the point that you didn't let it get out of control that it GREAT!! My carbs are waaaay up today but tomorrow I will plan and do better. I think people that go too far are the ones that are on a diet, NOT a lifestyle change and have a better chance of gaining it all back. That WILL NOT be us so don't worry if you could've done "better", you are losing and that means you are doing just fine :-).  
28 Sep 12 by member: thynes
Hey, check out your weight loss chart...you have done an awesome job and I know being stuck is a drag, but you will get past the 160's because you are determined to do so!! And you were able to "cheat" a little and still lose weight. If we feel deprived all the time, then we won't want to keep with it and will fail. You are working on a healthier you. :) 
28 Sep 12 by member: kimjinxie
Triaby.. I give you permission to super glue my mouth shut if I don't get out of the way soon! lol Neptunebch.. What is with that? I have my moms body down to the last bit of flab and she says she's 175. I always thought she lied and must weigh more than that but the proof is in the picture. I won't see her again until the holidays so now my goal is to look alot more fit before then.  
28 Sep 12 by member: Ms Elizabeth
Thynes - I saw your 160 pic and the caption and it couldn't be more true! I thought I looked alot better till I saw the proof. Now I'm motivated to do more to reach my goal and try to fit exercising back in somewhere. Sleep walking is a thing.. I wonder if you can teach your body to sleepwalk on a treadmill. Hopefully before too long I'll be in the 130's.  
28 Sep 12 by member: Ms Elizabeth
I'm with you on the couldn't I have done better. I've been doing horrible this past week and I feel like it's thrown off all of the good for the month. My kids have figured out there's no way I'm keeping up, so they run circles around me instead. Having been down about weight and other issues for so long, I think it's hard to look at a picture of myself and not see something I don't like. I'm trying to change that thinking, I know I weigh less than last year and I feel healthier, so I must look better. You have such a great attitude that I'm sure you'll get to that goal. 
28 Sep 12 by member: mars2kids
I really appreciate your journal today - especially the part about trying just a little bit harder - doing just a little bit better. It might just add up to ridding ourselves of that extra pound at the end of the week. Will have to keep that in mind - especially with the holidays right around the corner. Thanks!  
28 Sep 12 by member: BuffyBear

     
 

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