Ms Elizabeth's Journal, 30 May 2017

As of today I have 50 days until I see people I haven't seen in over 6 years and possibly meet someone I have never met in person but have talked to alot. I would like to be at the most 180 when I see them. This seems possible right? For normal people who diet and exercise this seems possible. That's 15 lbs in 50 days. That's just a little over 2 lbs a week. Granted.. I haven't been able to lose 1 lb a week but I have motivation. It's called a hotel with a swim pool and me in a swimsuit possibly in front of people who have not seen me in a swim suit either in 6 years or well.. ever. This is if I get the job and they don't mind me taking a week's vacation right after I start. The HR rep did ask about any summer vacation plans and I did tell her I already had this week planned. I figured it couldn't hurt to mention it just in case. Otherwise vacation is accrued as time goes on and I wouldn't get a vacation at all this year. Granted I could change my plans but then I wouldn't have motivation to lose 15 lbs in 50 days. Makes sense right?

Still no news on if I got the job but the interview seemed to go well. 4 people pointed at my resume and said "We need this here." I don't know if they meant they were short on paper or they liked the work that I'm currently doing at my current job. I'd like to think they meant my skills and knowledge but who can really tell?

Sorry I have been MIA lately. Between a crazy work schedule, stress of an interview, my little man turning 5, me feeling older, eating cake, and thinking.. it has to have butter in it.. that's HF.. just not LC. I have been about ready skip around like my 2 yr old because it seems fun and I need some fun. Writing when all you want to do is stick your head between your knees and hyperventilate isn't something I do. I watch 2 yr olds and wonder.. Can I get away with that and not be locked up in the nut farm?? Maybe if I skip walk people will just think I spiked my coffee.

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661 kcal

Fat: 52.73g | Prot: 21.16g | Carb: 36.19g.   Breakfast: Atkins Snack Chocolate Hazelnut Bar, Coffee, Land O'Lakes Mini Moos Half & Half Creamers. Lunch: McAlister's Deli Parmesan Peppercorn Salad Dressing, Trader Joe's Greek Olive Medley, Cucumber (with Peel), Tomatoes, Oscar Mayer Shaved Smoked White Turkey Lunch Meat, Fresh Express Spring Mix. Snacks/Other: Snak Club Raw Almonds. more...