I am back since 134 (mid December) days ago along with probably 15 of the 20 pounds I "lost", and I am returning to my tribe for encouragement. Thought I am just overweight, it is still a burden to me. I was so excited to be 4 pounds from goal weight that I have just blown my food tracking and weighing since then. I recognize the losing and gaining the same weight is unhealthy. I know that I am an emotional eater. last night I tried on a dress for a special occasion that I easily fit in December, and I had to put it back on the rack. I am really lonely, so -I stay engaged with various social groups, and all of activities include eating along with whatever else we are doing. I hate that, and I did very well for awhile of bringing my own food or just saying no thanks. Do this morning, I am going to begin another journey. I should be where I need to be by August. I successfully used the Furhman 20 in 20 plan several times to lose my weight, so,I will return to that. I did lose a lot of hair along with the weight. So this time I will make sure to eat all of my calories along with supplementing with a daily vitamin. I think my body was unhappy. So, I have a lot of theory and know how, but am short on discipline and will power. what are your tips? What keeps you exercising and eating properly? I admire my friends here who are doing that year in and year out. So this morning, I will take measurements, buy no weight. I will clean out the frig and,freezer of contraband, cook a decent meal and try to get my steps in. thanks for listening and blessings on your journey.
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