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Ok so I am not sure what Ive been doing these last 2 months but all of a sudden I have become shockingly aware that I have piled on everything I lost + more.
My thighs and bum are bulging in all my clothes and i have that all over crappy feeling. Ive lost confidence in myself and feel terrible.
But on a better note... it stops right now. I am going to get serious and lose everything i put on and regain my body again.
This means writing down absolutely everything I eat and getting serious that yes just eating that one block of chocolate (multiple times during the day) IS making me fat and has consequences.
SO as shit as i feel for getting to this point Im not going to get depressed about it.. tomorrow is going to be a better day for me and the weight is going to start to come off.
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