Cleta's Journal, 07 February 2023

I’m so sorry love!!! I cannot even imagine the pain you must be enduring. I am praying the Lord will surround you with mighty loving angels to catch your tears and wrap their arms and wings around you. You are so love beautiful! ❤️ be easy on your self okay! Don’t keep eating. Find healthy food you love and make small goals even if it’s just maintenance. I lost my mom, son best friend and baby miscarriage all within about 7 months last year. And my grandma in law. And my brother just a couple years before. I understand to a degree, the pain and hopelessness that is heavy burden for the heart and soul. You will get through this. The Lord has plans for you dear. God bless you ❤️❤️❤️🙏 we’re here for you!! 

I am so sorry for your loss!. Sending a hug and a prayer.  

I’m sorry for your loss. I can relate. I found for myself that really embracing the feeling of grief shortened the time I spent in it. Then I found healing in my memories. The funny parts are the best ones for me. I also found that doing things in their honor was a good thing. Wake up beautiful and have some coffee. 

I am so sorry for your loss. 💔  

so sorry for your loss , praying for you.  

So sorry. 

I'm so sorry for your loss! I can't even imagine, my husband is my best friend and I feel so bad for you! You will find lots of support here💜💜💜💜🙏🙏🙏 

I am so sorry!! 

I am sorry for you loss and pray that God holds you close during this time! We are here 🙏🏾💗 

So very sorry 😞 Prayers 

I'm so very sorry but I'm sure he'd want you to live on and prosper. Do it for him 

I too am very sorry for this terrible loss and am pleased to see that you are recognizing that some changes need to be made in the way you are dealing with it. This doesn’t need to be an all of a sudden I have to change everything in my life moment. Take a look at the habits that you have practiced recently that you know need to be modified like fast food, not getting out and walking some ( I know, bad weather accounts for some of that ) eating too many comfort foods. Maybe take one meal category at a time and concentrate on the things you might do to make it a little less calorie heavy and a little healthier in its makeup. You are on the right track. Stick with FS. Some really nice people here who do understand where you are coming from. 

I just read your bio. Insulin definitely makes it harder to loose weight. I’m assuming you are a type 1.5 or probably type 2. First and foremost is to work on getting off the insulin. And if you are type 2 that can be done with even a 10% weight loss. You don’t want to deal with diabetic complications. No sir, no way do you want that. Making this lifestyle change will also give you a healthy focus. 

Hang in there. He was proud of you. 

I'm so sorry for your loss. Holding you in my heart. 

💔 Hope your days ahead bring you moments of peace.  

Peace be with you. 

He loved you, and I bet he wants you to be happy! 😁 Do everything you can to make that happen!😃😃😃Best wishes! 

I am so sorry for your loss.  

Sending hugs your way🤗 and prayers 🙏🏻each day will get a little bit better ♥️