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I have been climbing again today.
I have to tell, I have been much more scared today than my very first time climbing. Last time there were so many emotions, fear and excitement together, that I really did not realize deeply what I have done.
Today it has been better. I was more scared but I knew better what to do and how to handle problems. At some point I fell (I was hanging 8 meters above the ground) but somehow did not let fear overcome me and I managed to go on climbing. I only bruised my knee.
I went up till 15 meters (like a 5 floors building) for 2 times, then tried a harder path and I made it till half. I am very proud of myself!! :)
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My BF and I skyped yesterday and she suggested me to look for a more creative and less challenging job for now, and go back to my research work later on, when I will feel fully recovered.
This kind of job puts a lot of pressure on me, and I think I still need some time before I can handle it.
It's a good idea, and in between I can still work part of the time on some smaller projects.
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Today it has been such a good day. I did my housework in the morning, then went to a park to try to get tanned for the last time before wintertime (since it was 27°C ~ 80°F), then went climbing.
I am glad I am able to spend time with people in a nice way, till March I wasn't able to even listen to other people and social life was unbelievable...
I am glad I am slowly feeling better. Baby steps, day by day.
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Today I am thankful for:
-Feeling better :)
-All muscles aching, it's a good feeling!
-An extra sunny day.
-Friends
-FS buddies who support me so much!
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