I reached my heaviest weight a week before I joined fatsecret. I couldn't stand to look at myself in the mirror and I hate shopping. Walking from my doorstep to my mailbox across my yard left me breathless. I finally had enough and started to do what I need to do. I'm doing this for myself. So I can feel better about who I am. My goal isn't to be skinny, it's to be healthy. I weighed 145 pounds in high school and considered myself overweight. Now, 145 pounds is my goal. To me, if I can get there in a healthy way, I'll be happy.