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04 April 2008
wow. now i weigh more than i did when i started. very discouraging. i feel like maybe im just not meant to be fit... you think certain people are just curvier?
i dont know what it is, but its like my body wont let go. it could be me making excuses... eh, i dunno. i have no idea what to do, whats going on or anything. im going to an extra weight watchers meeting tomorrow at 7:30 am. im trying. i really am.
Weigh-in:
170.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
40.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
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steady weight
03 April 2008
Weigh-in:
170.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
40.0 lb
Diet followed N/A
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gaining 5.8 lb a week
30 March 2008
i know what i should be doing. and its true that what you eat in private shows in public.. im not fooling anyone, not even myself. makes me feel all emo just thinking about these past two weeks.
here we go. the cycle starts again.
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27 March 2008
Weigh-in:
164.2 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
34.2 lb
Diet followed N/A
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losing 1.2 lb a week
24 March 2008
weight watchers allows me to have 22 points a day. sometimes it feels like those points dont get me far and i feel famished all day long. on other days, like today ive still got 5 points and im super satisfied. i finally feel that i can do this! before, when i was hungry all the time i almost convinced myself that being fat but full was better than being hungry and grumpy... lol. i do a lot of convincing myself of things when im dealing with food.
this past weekend was completely DISASTEROUS and im ashamed to even THINK about the things i consumed... but ive been successful today and i dont know what it is, but i feel really hopeful and optimistic.
:) i passed by all the 50% off easter sale chocolate today. it was kinda tough. its all so cheap, but you know what? if someone paid me to gain weight i wouldnt do it... so i certainly wont spend money to gain weight either.
im going to weigh in this thursday and im super nervous because, like i said, the weekend was a nightmare. im glad i didnt have any greasy foods, but i deffinitely had tons of extra calories. when i was eating this weekend, i knew exactly what i was doing. i knew that i could call my friend, who is also on weight watchers and in OA. i KNEW that i could make a choice and that it was only up to myself. no one was making me eat those calories.... but thats what makes it all so disappointing and shameful... if you fail, you and only you can be blamed for it. no one was shoving food into my mouth. but i still ate it all. if someone else was in teh room with me, i would have been too embarassed to eat 90% of what i DID eat.
im on track now, and i guess thats the most important thing.
hope your easter weekends werent as disasterous and chocolate filled as mine was!
<3
- Amandapanda
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