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02 April 2011

I've got to be honest with myself. I was at a really good and motivated place up until the weekend that my inlaws came into town. I let myself go that weekend, too much stress to concentrate about food. And I promised myself i would get back on track as soon as they left. But i put that off a week, we were too broke to afford healthy food (just an excuse, i know). Then came the stress from my son misbehaving and my mom placing the blame on my gym habits. then came the new job, the crazy insane new job that i'm still not totally loving.
All of these things have greatly affected my stress level, which has lead me to realize, i am a stress eater. Not in the sense of "i'm stressed, i need to eat an entire pizza" but meaning that when i'm stressed i dont feel i have the energy to put thought into taking care of myself and its very easy for me to just say 'fuck it' and order cheese enchiladas and a margarita rather than really think about how many calories i need to be eating.
I havent gained any weight, i'm hovering around 136, and i've been keeping up at the gym so i think thats why... But i havent lost any weight in a month. I want to be to my goal of 125 by the time hubbs graduates, July 18th. that leaves my 3 1/2 months and i have been slacking off for far too long.
I need to get my ass in gear and really start thinking about what i'm eating.
I've fallen off the vegetarian bandwagon, eating a seperate diet than the rest of my house is just too much of a hasle to be worth it. I dont eat much meat and when i do its in very small portions, but its there.

So, as of this morning my measurements are

Chest: 40"
waist: 28 3/4"
hips: 37"
left thigh: 22"
right thigh: 22 1/4"

I tried to measure my arms but thats kind of difficult with no help! LOL
Since i'm weight training, i'm going to track inches as well as pounds.

Here's to getting my ass in gear buddies!!

29 March 2011

28 March 2011

25 March 2011

Today is my last day as a Felony secretary, starting Monday i will be in Misdemeanor. I'm going to miss so many things about my current position. I'm going to miss my girls the most. Its taken me 4 years but these girls have become like my sisters. We spend more time together than we do with our own family. My desk here has become my second home. I really hate that i'm being moved against my will.

Another thing, this is an awful time of month for such a move. I would probably only be half as emotional if i wasnt PMSing like a sonofabitch.

I'm trying to keep my chin up and stay positive, but today really is a sad day for me. In a few moments i'll be packing up all of my personal belongings and carting them up to the 5th floor.
ugh.. did i mention that i hate change!?!?

On a positive note, i have worked things out with my mom and she has agreed to keep the kiddo for the afternoon next saturday for the FREE March Madness concert (featuring none other than my all time favorite band, Kings of Leon. Please tell me there is someone else out there that is as obssessed as i am!!)

Oh and of course, Fuck yea its Friday!!! Rock on FS buddies!

24 March 2011

More drama! I found out at the end of the day yesterday that i'm getting moved to a differnt division tomorrow. I've been in my position here at work for almost 4 years. I love the girls over here, i love my boss... i dont want to move. I'm going to a completely different floor!
The silver lining to this cloud is that i'm taking the position of someone who got laid off (our county is hurting for money and taking each office to the bare minimum) so thats a pretty good chance that i'm NOT getting laid off.
Other than that, it flat out sucks. And its stressing me out. AARRGHH!!

This has been a rough week.

On a positive note, i've been dealing with this stress with exercise! I havent once turned to food. :) Tho last night i wanted nothing more than a Jersey Shore marathon and a bottle of Pinot Grigio... I felt much better after the gym. :)

Wish me luck buddies, i go up today after lunch for training!

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