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14 September 2022
Weigh-in:
200.6 lb
lost so far:
3.4 lb
still to go:
55.6 lb
Diet followed 100%
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losing 1.4 lb a week
13 September 2022
Weigh-in:
200.8 lb
lost so far:
3.2 lb
still to go:
55.8 lb
Diet followed 100%
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losing 7.0 lb a week
12 September 2022
Touched at having some of you reply to my journal entry. Been fighting depression since I was 17. Tried heaps of different antidepressants, talk therapies, etc...no joy. Recently stumbled over the possibility that RLS (Restless Legs Syndrome) might be the major contributor--if not the actual cause--of many of my physical and mental issues. ::shrugs:: Too damned tired, discouraged, and drained to care anymore.
Sticking to the diet (for now). No real idea why. Too stubborn to just cave in and throw in the towel this soon, I guess. Pretty sure that the Fates are laughing their collective butts off just waiting to drop the multiple shoes.
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12 September 2022
Weigh-in:
201.8 lb
lost so far:
2.2 lb
still to go:
56.8 lb
Diet followed reasonably well
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losing 15.4 lb a week
11 September 2022
Started over...again. I've somehow ballooned up to 215 pounds. I thought being 180 was terrible. So earlier this week I started Atkins Induction again. Went into ketosis within 24 hours (Yay...I guess) and I've dropped from 215 to 204 already.
I can't stand how I look...*or* feel. I'm afraid of becoming impatient and thus disillusioned and despairing if I don't drop a lot of weight fast, even as I realize and understand that's not going to happen. But I was feeling depressed at being 180, and I'm 24 pounds over that...and *54* pounds over my goal weight.
I have severe chronic depression, chronic fatigue, *5* freaking sleep disorders (RLS the biggie at the moment)...I'm tired. Bone deep, weary tired...and carrying around 30% over establishment in body weight. I am totally apathetic about *everything*; passively suicidal, in that while I'm not actively seeking death, I just can't muster up the desire to keep going on.
Food never really interested me to start with: it was just fuel for the body. And now I'm living full keto/Phase 1...yay and yippie. It's not that I'm craving the things I can't have (which, at least, I feel good about, in that I'm not looking at it as "can't have" but as "refuse to have") as it is that nothing ever appealed to me to start with, and now...yanno?
So don't expect any success stories here. Just watch and wait for another two years, when I "start again", but this time starting at 245 pounds.
Weigh-in:
204.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
59.0 lb
Diet followed 100%
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