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I'm loosing...and not in a good way.
there's no progress with the knee, sprained my ankle last thursday and it's sore ande swollen (on the the"goodside" too), can't seem to fight the 'need' fpor something sweet (grab that donut at the coffee place with my coffee on the late-to-work dash in) or that carl's jr cookie (not often, but too often for my own good). But worst of all (that seems to be driving this) is that feeling of hopelessness, like black tentacles reaching up from the abyss I'm looking into as I wonder if it's all worth the effort I put out if I can't get anyone to even look at getting things fixed.
Maybe I was never meant to get further than this...
Alone, hurt, ignored and yelling at the wind..
The wind doesn't care.
OK, geez that might of been a bit melodramatic.
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227.7 lb
Lost so far: 17.0 lb.
Still to go: 2.7 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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gaining 6.3 lb a week
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