Sadiekitty's Journal, 27 June 2014

Denied denied denied 7 months of hard work I am about as close to devastated as possible. Why even acceptr me into the program just to be denied. It occurs to me that in my life things that have been so important to me have always been denied.pity party yeah I guess so. So I guess I will be fat all my life nothing changes always denied I an heart broken kinda my last chance for a real life change. I should never buy in always disappointed. No compassion for me either just do it on your own that includes my husband. Acts like I am a spoiled brat lovely just great I am so so so sad . As usual on my own with these terrible thoughts well put on your game face and wait till its over fuck fuck fuck

308.0 lb Lost so far: 36.0 lb.    Still to go: 118.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.