Paricia Yellow's Journal, 03 June 2021

Hello to all you proud fighters!
Tommorrow I will apply for the first time the trick for lighter spaghetti,that is I already boiled and refrigerated it! I am excited about that information about how healthier carbs become this way,and even more diabetic-friendly,as my sister is diabetic and I myself am too sensitive on insulin fluctuations (maybe even pre-diabetic,but not officially). So,tommorrow I'll cook that wholemeal spaghetti as an inspired carbonara,with mushrooms-bacon-turkey and graviera cheese.As you may notice,I haven't beaten my food addiction yet,and don't know if I will soon...The fact that I am concerned about what tommorrow's meal will be makes it more than clear.I have a long history of eating disorders,starting with an almost lethal anorexia at 14 and switching anorexia with orthorexia and bulimia,in turns, most of my life. At this point I feel that i am recovering,from an 1 year long bulimic phase,with a lot of effort, and a deep feeling of solitude. Thank God i finally recognize to me some progress, and I feel lucky to be able to share it with you,I have nobody else to open up about it. Thank you all very much from the bottom of my heart. Let's all be strong,let's all help one another.
130.1 lb Lost so far: 2.2 lb.    Still to go: 15.4 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
steady weight

18 Supporters    Support   

Comments 
I am very proud of you nice job 
03 Jun 21 by member: ridemariel
Ridemariel thank you so much <3 , I wish you eternal sunshine too 
04 Jun 21 by member: Paricia Yellow
It is funny what we will do to our body be it starving yourself bulimia or overeating and we all have to work with that it's not always easy but there is hope your journey is just starting you've got this 
04 Jun 21 by member: ridemariel
You are so right...of course there is hope,however difficult it is to feel it sometimes.The eating disorders themselves are only the symptoms of underlying issues that put us in an uncomfortable survival mode...I find them also very relevant to emotional disconnection, either from past bonds or due to the absence of bonds in the present. Thank you again for your support,you can't imagine how valuable it is to me <3 
04 Jun 21 by member: Paricia Yellow

     
 

Submit a Comment


You must  sign in to submit a comment
 

Other Related Links

Members



Paricia Yellow's weight history


Get the app
    
© 2024 FatSecret. All rights reserved.