As I've been losing this weight, people had been making positive comments but I didn't think those comments mattered to me. I've been doing this weight loss thing by myself and didn't think I needed anyone's opinion. Now that I'm so close to my goal, I feel like some of the people around me are being negative and actually want me to fail. They seem to enjoy tempting me and eating sweets in front of me. I joke about it but it really bothers me and sometimes I give in to make them stop. I feel really stupid about it but I work with these people all day and I feel excluded. I've completely stopped talking about my goals for over a month now and had actually put a few pounds back on! This is hard work and I feel really alone.
In the past few months I've done some amazing things that I didn't think I could do and now I know I can do this too.
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153.8 lb
Lost so far: 26.2 lb.
Still to go: 8.8 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 28 December 2010:
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1803 kcal
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Fat: 42.93g | Prot: 84.07g | Carb: 279.35g.
Breakfast: cocoa crispies, milk, ovaltine, powdered creamer, coffee, sugar. Lunch: ovaltine, powdered creamer, coffee, sugar, milk, raisin bran. Dinner: SHREDDED CHEESE KIRKLAND, SHREDDED CHEESE KIRKLAND, salsa, dennisons chili, flauta. Snacks/Other: beef jerky pacific gold, OLIVE TEPANADE, CREAM CHEESE, SOURDOUGH, apple. more...
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losing 0.4 lb a week
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