I spent a lot of time being angry this week. Angry at my kids for being so demanding, angry at my husband for being away from home so often, and when he's back, for being glued to his computer games, rather than help me with the kids/house. To top it all off, I had to go to a friend's stork party where her sister-in-law (who used to be my best friend and then suddenly wasn't) and I spent two hrs pretending that we weren't politely ignoring each other. Clearly I have yet to nail the whole emotional eating thing. This is the first time I haven't lost any weight, and I found it surprising how low that can make you feel. I honestly felt like bursting into tears right then and there. I know that it is normal to have "bad" weeks, and I thought I had been prepared to deal with those. I guess it just sucks that it happened after only 10 weeks. I've still got so far to go! Oh well, will just have to put shoulder to the wheel and give it my all this week.
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226.2 lb
Lost so far: 27.3 lb.
Still to go: 76.3 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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gaining 0.4 lb a week
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