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such a sad entry for me. I discover again that my husband has been cheating, and is now having alcohol as well. nothing is left for me to stay in this relationship.
I have been betrayed so many times in these 6 years that we are married. I feel spineless. my decision to give him another chance has just proved that.
may Allah help me make the correct choice. I have two young children who I love a lot, and for whom I need to hold it together.
this time there was almost no tears. I panicked. a lot. and have had to go to the toilet more times than I'd like to remember. and my appetite is just a word to me. hence the weight loss.
I have to pretend like nothing has happened. my cousin is coming over. my sister in getting married in April.
I guess that is the amount of time I have in order to get myself together. I have been out of a job since I had omair. it's been 2 and half years.
I am going to relocate. I just need to talk to some people and figure out how to go about this.
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168.9 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 25.6 lb.
Diet followed reasonably well.
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losing 0.9 lb a week
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