OK - enough already. I have decided that yes maybe I am overweight, but I am pretty fab anyways. My husband is still very clearly attracted to me and I am sick and tired of depriving myself. I know that there are diets out there that insist that they do NOT deprive but rather indulge you but if that were true then they would not be called diets! I do not want to hit 200 again so that I will watch. I will watch the size of my meals and try the whole snacking thing too. I will try more veggies and fruits. I will try more fibre. BUT THAT IS IT!!!!!!!!! I am so bloody sick and tired of feeling like I have to measure myself against everyone else, like I am not worthy. All the time! My family loves me, I enjoy eating interesting foods with interesting flavours. I WILL NOT COUNT CALORIES anymore!!!! Food in, excercise and rest out... That is it.
Maybe I will stock some fat free or low fat options - butter and sugar may have to go but that is really ok cause there are such reasonable substitutes for those. I am buying 1% again - too bad if the family doesn't like it. Everyone with the exception of Madison could stand to eat healthier so that is what we will.
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197.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 17.0 lb.
Diet followed N/A.
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gaining 0.4 lb a week
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