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I share this with you because I am sure that you, my FS friends, are the ones who can best understand my situation.
For you to be up to date, my mom has always been the most critical about overweight, she always tortured me when I had a few extra pounds, then I fattened up to 229 pounds and she became unbearable, thank goodness we live in different countries Lol, I haven’t seen her since December 2011, at that time I had dropped to 166 pounds, then went back up to 210 pounds, so I avoid seeing her since 2011.
It is a lot of time but the truth is that to be overweight is enough, I couldn’t stand that my mother also treated me horrible. I accept her as she is, she will never change and despite everything I love her very much, she will never stop being my mother, that’s why I decided a long time ago that I was not going to waste time trying to get her to accept me with overweight. That's why I preferred not to see her all these years and since she didn’t have the money to come and visit me, it was easy. She has no idea what my weight is since a long time, I just avoided the subject with her.
When I started the keto lifestyle, my whole world changed, I began to lose weight in a logical way, without pills or magic doctors. I saw a new reality in which I'm going to reach my goal, for the first time I have hope based on something real and tangible, so in December I said: Mom, next year I'll be able to visit you, if you want to book a flight of those that you get cheap for me to go around March.
I calculated that by that month I would be around 165 pounds. Of course she already got me the ticket, but for February 25 hahahaha so I have a month to prepare myself psychologically to see her Lol. The truth is I'm a little stressed and at the same time excited to see her. I would have liked to see her when I was already thin but the date did not work, so ...
I think I'll try to do more exercise and be more strict with my keto woe to see if I get to lose 3.5 pounds a week instead of 2. But if I don’t get it I’ll not be stressed by that Lol.
And well there's also the other issue of explaining the keto lifestyle and hoping that she will not give me a hard time about the subject, I'll have to find information for her to read before she criticizes my woe Lol
The only really tragic thing is that I will not be able to buy a lot of clothes hahahaha as @Rosio19 commented today is sad that we spend money in clothes that a few months later won’t fit you. So I won’t be able to buy a lot, I can’t afford to buy clothes that later I won’t wear. To explain, my mom lives in Spain and I love the clothes there.
Soon I will continue telling you as the date of going to my mother approaches.
Gaby.
Diet Calendar Entries for 20 January 2018:
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1109 kcal
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Fat: 84.10g | Prot: 68.85g | Carb: 18.34g.
Breakfast: Carabobo Crema de Leche, la Parisienne, Café, Mantequilla, Aceite de Coco. Lunch: Mantequilla, Pescado a la Parrilla. Dinner: Cebollas, Muslo de Pollo, Alitas de Pollo, Tomates. Snacks/Other: Carabobo Crema de Leche, la Parisienne, Fresas. more...
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2643 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Watching TV/Computer - 2 hours, Cooking - 2 hours, Housework - 1 hour, Desk Work - 4 hours, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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