HerStrawberri's Journal, 19 March 2012

Tomorrow my GF has to go in for some tests. She had abnormal cells from her last pap, so she has to have another procedure tomorrow. Kind of worried. This is the second time this has happened. I know it prob is nothing, but still worried. good news is, if it IS something, it will be caught early. Still worried though. Hopefully all will go well. =(

I sorta splurged this past weekend. saturday we went out for St. pattys day and I had MANY beers. I don't feel bad about it though. We never go out and drink, so it was fun. I caught up with a friend I haven't seen for a long time so that was nice. We had a great time. So the bloat and feeling like crap yesterday was worth it.

I'm feeling kind of blah today. Not sure why. I think lack of sleep. I don't know.

Hopefully this week I will get close to 255. I was able to buy an extra large shorts on saturday at Khols. They were workout shorts. made me feel good. I wasn't in the 'large womens' section either. It felt really good. I had fun walking around looking at all the clothes I WILL be able to wear soon. BUT. THEN. I caught a glimose of myself in those stupid pillar mirrors and it was all shot to hell. I swear, no matter how much weight I lose, I'm still a big fat fatty in those mirrors. YUCKY. maybe it's just me. I have a standing feud with those stupid mirrors. usually i don't look at them, but I was feeling so good from my shorts purchase that I took the chance. BAD IDEA. LOL.

Anyway, that's all I have for the moment.

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Scary, Dawn. Thoughts and prayers for her. Know that OB/GYNs and gynecological oncologists lean on the cautious side of things. So hopefully she'll be fine. You will be able to wear all kinds of new clothes soon. Incentive, isn't it. Good luck this week and don't look at the dumb mirrors!  
19 Mar 12 by member: Helewis
Those arent real mirrors, they distort you. they are only for effect. Thats what I think. (say to myself) 
19 Mar 12 by member: Carolyn Ray
Focus on the clothes you can look forward to. And best wishes to your gf.  
19 Mar 12 by member: ferlengheti
Sorry to hear about GF sending good thoughts, I am sure things will be good, as you say they are on top of things, the waiting is the worst. You are doing so fantastically well with your weight loss....WOW you are kicking butt....Oh those mirrors in stores are quite frankly bastards.....Sending good thoughts for GF {{{HUGS}}} 
19 Mar 12 by member: Yvonne19
Thank you all so much! She has the procedure today at 3pm. I'm keeping everything I can crossed that she will be ok.  
20 Mar 12 by member: HerStrawberri
Let us know when you know something. 
20 Mar 12 by member: Helewis

     
 

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