Had meet up with primary doctor, he recommended (and I did, their appointment is next month on the 21st) with Coon orthopedic in St Helena, and have yet another appointment with my local ortho-surgeon (the one that thinks I'm still too young, that sent the order to UC Med)on the 12th.
I'm not doing to keep doing this dance over and over. I told my primary I'll go 'back east' (i'm in Cali) if I had too or even leave the country (he said he'd even help me make arrangements).
Crap, why did I work so damn hard to loose the weight, get my life back into some semblance of sanity if nothing going to happen? or let me move forward? what happened to the Hippocratic oath about pain and suffering? isn't 6 years of it enough? do I have to suffer 6 more before being deemed worthy? (as if they're lords/nobility passing judgement on a mere commoner that over stepped his place?
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