JLThreatful's Journal, 16 May 2017

- My husband cheated - we haven't been happy for awhile and don't blame him
for our entire failed marriage but it hurts just the same
- My marriage may be over
- My drinking is starting to gradually increase
- My gym classes have been on point - 5 on and 2 off
- I'm watching my diet but have been taking the occasional liberty
- Financially I am behind due to "splurging"

I am taking today to check myself before I wreck myself. :) I am doing surprisingly well considering my emotions. I am reeling in and going to use this as an opportunity to better myself during a very difficult time. Allowing myself to sink in debt and gain weight and becoming irresponsible with alcohol wont help me in the long run- time to emotionally get on board with bettering myself. Everything else will hopefully work itself out in time.