LauPug1's Journal, 10 January 2012

I'm working up to plunging back into the Atkins way. I feel like crap since I gave up. My old body aches and I just feel so blah. shhhh, I'm so weak and very ashamed about the way I have been. I just find it so difficult to stick it out with Atkins because I am such a carb addict. I just love them and they hate me so. I hope I can find the strength to get back on board with it all. I see everyone else munching on chips, cracker, cake and all that junk, and then I just fall back into my old way. And the weight gain. I've gained and I am ashamed of that. I've lost my way and I am finding it very difficult to find my way back.
Hope all are doing better than I at this point. Take care.

Stef, no I didn't get the laptop but it is still in my plans. Got to pay taxes first.lol

Much love:):)

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I sweetie..have missed you so bad..You might have to stay up late or get up very early..but get back on here..so we can encourage you..You need more support than what you get on your own..Its hard honey..Love ya dear..and just know none of us has forgotten you...Love Bren...:O) 
10 Jan 12 by member: BHA
Thanks Bren. I know you are right. I do much better when I get on here. I just don't have it in me to fight this battle. It is something that does have to change for life and that is what I am having such a hard time with right now. I feel I just have so much on my plate that I don't have the time to think about this all the time anymore. :(:(. Hope you have been well and survived the holidays. Hope to talk soon and miss you as well.HUGS:) 
10 Jan 12 by member: LauPug1
Laurie, you have to make time for you..you are very important..just do it..:O) 
10 Jan 12 by member: BHA
I know I do, but I don't do well with thinking about myself and what I need to do for me. I'm really dreading the thought of all those salads again. The first 2 weeks is the worst.:( 
10 Jan 12 by member: LauPug1
WEll just think..all that time you put in before..yeah the first two weeks is the worst..but after that you don't have to eat salads all the time..there are plenty of other great foods that you do like and that are Atkins friendly..Please take care of you... 
10 Jan 12 by member: BHA
Thanks sweets. HUGS:)) 
10 Jan 12 by member: LauPug1
Hi Laurie, you are not alone. Lots of us have fallen off the wagon, heck even under the wagon. We miss you. Come back, together we were awesome. 
10 Jan 12 by member: sarahsmum
Hi Laurie, you are not alone. Lots of us have fallen off the wagon, heck even under the wagon. We miss you. Come back, together we were awesome. 
10 Jan 12 by member: sarahsmum
Laurie I sure have missed you! I know what you mean about those darned carbs...I am battling my way back to me again also! Gained 23 pounds since dad died, and it really ticks me off! I love you my friend, and sure will be glad when you get your laptop and can be back here again! HUGS!!! 
10 Jan 12 by member: ctlss
Woo Hoo, you made it on this morning! Good for you. You will find it quiet here in the mornings now. Bren is usually on but she wasn't on yesterday morning at this time either. Hope you have a wonderful day! 
11 Jan 12 by member: sarahsmum
Thanks you so much Is. I have missed you all so much. I just have to find the time to be here again. The support is so strong and meaningful. That is what I really need. I just have to get into the mindset that I was in last year. It's coming!!!lololol Have a wonderful day sweetie. HUGS:) 
11 Jan 12 by member: LauPug1

     
 

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