Hey Chakalina's Journal, 11 January 2017

Before, when I smoked, if I got hungry or had a craving- I would smoke a cigarette and the urge to eat a damn thing went away temporarily. However, now that I don't smoke, it's so hard not to have a bite of Des' dinner. When I'm counting calories, I try to plan and prepare my own meals; this means my kid gets some pre-packaged or easy to make dinners, like mac-n-cheese or frozen waffles, sausage, and maple syrup. Tonight- I did my usual- adding two more drinks than planned BUT also had 5 small spoons full of Kraft mac-n-cheese. So many calories. SO many wasted calories. Can I stop this terrible routine? habit? The drink is too hard to give up right now. I'm still really struggling with tobacco. I can't handle giving up both. I'm just not strong enough yet. I know I will be one day. But just not now. Maybe not this year. Maybe not ever.

Diet Calendar Entry for 11 January 2017:
1446 kcal Fat: 28.82g | Prot: 49.20g | Carb: 104.43g.   Breakfast: Taste of Inspirations Black Forest Ham, Arnold 100% Whole Grain Sandwich Thins, Gulden's Spicy Brown Mustard, Market Pantry Half & Half, Sugar. Lunch: Spinach, Radish, Dole Snap Peas, Newman's Own Lite Italian Dressing, Cottage Cheese (Lowfat 1% Milkfat). Dinner: Kraft Macaroni & Cheese as Packaged. Snacks/Other: Seagram's 7 Whiskey, Miller Brewing Company Lite Beer (Bottle), Seagram's 7 Whiskey, Miller Brewing Company Lite Beer (Bottle), Seagram's 7 Whiskey, Golden Delicious Apples, Planters Unsalted Dry Roasted Peanuts. more...

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I can relate to your story so well 
11 Jan 17 by member: Kane69
I am trying to quit smoking, drinking and lose 3 lbs, just got a Fitbit and started walking 2 miles a day, hope it helps 
11 Jan 17 by member: gabbycelello
I meant 30 LBS 
11 Jan 17 by member: gabbycelello
Thanks for the support everyone!  
14 Jan 17 by member: Hey Chakalina
Keep trying! Like you, I used cigs as a food substitute and never hit 110 pounds, except when pregnant. When I quit smoking, I HAD to quit drinking, because in my mind, they went together (habits!!) BEST decision I ever made. The first few weeks were difficult because I was changing old habits, but you can do it! 
14 Jan 17 by member: kathleensheridan
I can relate, too. Just keep in mind that alcohol lowers inhibitions, and therefore will power. I keep a strict limit on my nightly cocktail..but I do have a nightly cocktail! 
14 Jan 17 by member: mskestrela
I can't relate but one of my good friends was a drug addict and an alcoholic, she's been sober for 4 years now so if she can overcome it, i believe you can too! :)  
14 Jan 17 by member: melher92
that's a big challenge your up against. We're here for you every day! you can make changes congrats for getting on board. 
14 Jan 17 by member: #1loser

     
 

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