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Bad weekend. very stressed out. My dad is very sick and I honestly think he is coming here to die. My bro and sis are calling me hysterical because of the way he looks. I haven't seen him yet. he is on his way here now. I'm scared. I know I have to suck it up and do what needs to be done....but it doesn't stop me from being scared. This is my father. I've eaten everything within sight the last 2 days. My stomach is getting back at me for it today. I get below 300 and totally go on an eating binge. I don't care though. I knew this day was coming weeks ago and now it's here. i need to be strong for my dad and bro and sis. But it's so hard. he is smoking and shouldn't be. He isn't eating.
I'm trying to be so strong. But inside I'm terrified.
Diet Calendar Entry for 02 October 2011:
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805 kcal
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Fat: 41.64g | Prot: 28.78g | Carb: 79.16g.
Breakfast: hostess mini powered donuts. Lunch: di gorno thin crust 3 meat pizza. more...
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