Ryojiin's Journal, 26 December 2015

Resisted the urge to get fast food this afternoon. Go me. It was hard, though, traffic on the roads and everywhere I want to go really stresses me out. I was run into by two different grocery carts today, by two different people looking in entirely opposite directions from where they were walking, when all I was trying to pick up were some emergency essentials. I broke down and got a spicy noodle bowl and a Monster instead, and heard a woman call me a bitch under her breath because I beat her to the self-checkout by half a dozen steps. Walk faster next time, hag.

I get to the parking lot and I'm driving along to leave and this old guy just pulls out into my lane like I'm not even there. I lay on my horn at him and he gives ME the stink eye, then honks at me and waves his arms around while he's stuck behind me at the light. At the death-trap 4-way stop just before home this guy takes an illegal, 100% not even attempting to yield left directly in front of me and nearly broadsides me. I lay on my horn at him as well, he slams on his breaks in front of me and flips me off. What the fuck is wrong with people? Why does shit like this ALWAYS happen to me as soon as I leave the house?

Already stressed out and not feeling good and frustrated from yesterday (my mother in law is a manipulative, passive aggressive, lying, victimizing jerk), I got home and stress-cried for a few minutes. Now I'm going to eat the Kit-Kat bars and the Reese's cups I got throughout the day and try not to feel guilty about it.

Diet Calendar Entries for 26 December 2015:
810 kcal Fat: 33.00g | Prot: 15.00g | Carb: 99.00g.   Lunch: Monster Beverage Lo-carb Monster Energy, Nong Shim Kimchi Flavor Noodle Soup Bowl. Snacks/Other: Reese's Peanut Butter Cup, Nestle Kit Kat (Fun Size). more...
1553 kcal Activities & Exercise: Pilates - 15 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 45 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...

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Eliminate all fast food except for once in a while. Also eliminate all processed food or food with added sugar in it. 
26 Dec 15 by member: stephen hollingsworth
I am sorry you went through this today. 
26 Dec 15 by member: HCB
The mere fact that you made it home alive is a miracle! Tomorrow is another day... 
26 Dec 15 by member: OutlanderFan
Keep coming back and venting!! May help in your struggle to not use food for comfort if that is your aim xoxo 
27 Dec 15 by member: etkfxrwife
Life can be very challenging at times. Sometimes the best I can do is just stop and breathe! 
28 Dec 15 by member: Iverni

     
 

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